2014 - The Year of Change
At the end of each year I like to take some time and reflect on my life. It helps me really identify where I succeed and where I struggle, which helps me decide where I want to go... This was the year of change for me. More so than any other year I can remember. This was the year that I opened my heart and trusted again, fell in love, quit my job, moved, had my heart broken, had a spiritual awakening, let go of self doubt, picked up the broken pieces of my heart/myself/my life, found new inner strength that I didn't know I had, faced personal fears, forgave, and moved forward. It's amazing to me that no matter what life throws at me, somehow I manage to work through it, and I always come out stronger in the end.
So where do I go from here? I believe that 2015 will be the year of building. The changes of 2014 catapulted me out of my comfort zone, and now it is time to explore this new, uncharted territory of my life, and really build my empire... my legacy. Unlike any other time in my life I KNOW this is exactly where I'm supposed to be. I have had that sense before that I was in a situation for a reason, but this time is different... I can't really explain it, other than I feel I have been called to this place, this time, this circumstance for a reason, and something big is on the horizon of my future. So, I will continue to pray for guidance, and I know that I am being led by a higher power towards something great. I will work my ass off to achieve my goals, while at the same time I want to really be present in life and appreciate all of the ways I have been blessed. I will eventually fulfill all of the duties God has prepared for me, and I will be rewarded... I will try to remember that it may not be on the timeline that I think it should be. Patience and acceptance will be mandatory to keep me focused and driven. I am excited for 2015, and creating the next epic chapter of my life. No matter what happens, it will be right... it will be good.